Fffff. Zach a murderer. Yeah, right. Okay.

And I'm Godzilla.

He really needs to quit this goofy funky sit and stare all the time thing. At least I got him to talk today, but... I really, really should go get Rene.

I wish Miss Sunset were still here. She was always good at getting reactions out of him.

( '...What are you, /ten years old/?' [Zachery] )

OOC: Just assume that hopper went back to the Tunnels and is somehow blending into the background for now on.

Oh, gosh. Oh, /gosh./

I just - I hope - They wouldn't - How can - Aliens. /Aliens./

I hope I'll be safe here.

I hope the Morlock Tunnels will be safe too.

That was - Oh, gosh.

I have never been kissed before.

I have never /kissed/ anybody before.

But when I tried to explain what it was like, that feeling in your stomach you get when you're flying or jumping or whatever, and it feels like you're weightless and just /floating/ and...

It's exactly how I feel when I'm around him.

Maybe now he feels it too.

A jet. They have a freaking jet. That flies out from underground that makes the mansion shake. Maybe I'm not getting something but I still don't see how anyone else would not see it or feel the vibrations or whatever...

A freaking jet!

They really are cushioned.

Zachery's right. I'm not a sheep. I'm not a bug. I'm not a Xavier's kid.

I'm a Morlock.

And there's no way that a bunch of... What did Zach call them? Cushioned brats?

I'm not going to let a bunch of cushioned brats drive off a /Morlock/.

I think I maybe made a mistake, coming here...

Some of the teachers are really nice. And some of the students are too. But it just seems like for every nice person, there are two bad ones. I think Zach would be ashamed of me, if he saw me not even trying to... To what? Defend myself?

I hate starting anything. Usually I can just ignore it, but lately, I just...

Maybe I went into this too fast. Everything is so big and expensive and it is so crowded and loud and it is like I really am a bug, here. In the grand scheme of this school, I don't matter. I am just another student.

At least at the Tunnels, I could help with scavaging, or funding, or watching out for everyone when Zach was gone, and - I cannot do any of that anymore here. I can't do anything to help the student body at large.

And since I cannot even go back home except on the weekends, I cannot even watch after the Tunnels like Zach needs me to do. Somebody needs to keep everyone organized, and maybe I am not the most experienced person at that job, I've watched Zach to it enough to at least get the gist of it.

I will give the school another week or two. But I am really only here to graduate high school. I don't need help with my powers, because they aren't out of control. If things do not get better, maybe I will see if I can do a... correspondence course thing with school work. Through the mail, or something. So I can go home but still go to school.

But if it does get better - And I think, I really think, I'll have to help it get better myself. - I'll stay, and prove everyone who seems to be thinking that I am not worth being here wrong.

I am not a sheep.

*backdated scene*

Stupid brat... Bet she wouldn't be that mean if she came down to the Tunnels and Zach was around...

Least Vic was there to help me. I never seem to be able to argue well. I wonder if that's something I can learn too.

I hope he likes the bags of green M&Ms I got him.

I think as far as first dates go, this one went really, really good. Even if it was paintball and burger King, but it was /fun/ and /awesome/ and I am totally in like with him.

I hope he doesn't mind that I kept the candle, but how could I /not/ keep it after that? That was seriously cute and sweet and totally perfect.

I kinda wish I had been brave enough to do more than kiss him on the cheek. But there will be more dates.

Green is totally the new awesome.



Oh, God. Why do bad things always happen when things seem to be going good? Why?

They killed those people. For no good reason. And that girl lost an arm, and I got shot and...

Why do they hate us?

I really wish Zach were around. He always cheers me up.



He hugged me. He actually, finally /hugged/ me. But he's mad at me too?

I don't get him, sometimes. I really don't. But he /hugged/ me.

I'm so confused. Happy, but... still confused.

He hugged me.

Gosh, there are a lot of people here. But at least there are other green people, and other people with wings, and not everybody is mean and tries to destroy my stuff.

At least I haven't spazzed out too much, or broke anything. Yet.

( 'Mister Zachery ate my roommate.' [Angel, Jackson, Uriko, Chelsea] )

Gosh. I have a date. I mean, it's not... well, it /is/ a date, just not a traditional date.

Maybe I shouldn't have said paintball. I don't have anything I can wear to paintball that won't get ruined. But maybe I can bring some nice clothes for after paintball onion rings?

Or would that be too weird?

I wish I had more friends that are girly girls. They might help me.

( 'I /like/ you!' [Anole] )

Gosh, I can't believe I'm actually leaving the Tunnels. I mean, I'm not REALLY leaving, cause I'll go back on weekends and holidays and whenever else I can, and this place will never be home compared to my room in the Tunnels, but still... I haven't been around so many people in so long. I hope I can deal with it. I hope I don't spazz out.

Anole said it'll be okay though, so it'll have to be. He wouldn't lie to me. Boyfriends aren't supposed to lie, right?

Is he /really/ my boyfriend? I guess if he is, he'll have to meet Zach now, but maybe he was just saying that to shut Emmett up... But why would he lie like that?

He said he's my boyfriend. That must make it true. But maybe I should ask him. Just in case.

I can't believe Emmett couldn't swim. Idiot.


SHE THREW MY CHLOE BAG OUT THE WINDOW!!!!! UGH!!!

That was a 1700 dollar handbag and now it's RUINED causea the snow and my MOM gave me that for my birthday before I changed and got all WEIRD and it's my FAVORITE bag because it's my CHLOE bag (and not only my CHLOE bag, it's my Chloe bag.) and I didn't even do anything to her! It's not my fault that we have to share a room now. I didn't CHOOSE the room!

I wish I coulda chose the roommate though... She scares me.

I hope everyone else isn't this mean and scary and wanting to destroy my stuff. Ugh.

Maybe I should just hide all my good stuff in a place where no one will find it but me.

Gosh. I think if Zach knew that...

I haven't had an actual crush in a long time.

Stupid kid. I don't know what the hell he was thinking, stealing a couple of damn guns. From cops, no less.

I get that he wants to be safe after the whole Harlem thing. I get that he wants to be safe overall. But guns? Fucking guns?

He's only a damn kid.

I have to tell Zach about this.

Yay! We are actually maybe having a Thanksgiving this year, if nothing goes wrong by then. Which it won't, cause I'll hurt someone if it does.

I haven't had a Thanksgiving dinner since... before I got kicked out, I think. I've actually missed it. All the good food, and everyone getting together and everything.

Zach better go, dang it.

I told Zach about that crazy girl. He said he'll come back soon to see if he can catch her and figure out what the heck is up.

He said I wasn't a demon. If I can't trust him on that, I can't trust anyone.

Stupid crazy flatscan. I am /not/ a demon. Just cause I'm green and have wings... Doesn't make me /evil./ Seems like all the evil people I know of looking really, really normal. Maybe she should look for normal looking people.

And she should stay outta the Tunnels. I don't even know how the hell she got in. I should probably tell Zach, though, whenever he gets back from... where ever. He better not be back in England again.

I love Halloween. It's the only time of year where I can actually go out and not get labeled a freak. I actually get compliments. This year's Greenwich Village blowout was as awesome as ever. My 'costume' was actually seriously dull even though I won a little trophy in the huge contest for 'Most Realistic.' Hee.

I got a bunch of candy too, but I'm not big on candy. I gave it to everyone else instead. Some people were giving out chocolate covered bugs, though. I almost feel insulted, having chocolate covered grasshoppers given to me... Though, the cricket suckers were good. Crickets are different than grasshoppers, right? I'm not performing cannibalism? Some Dumbledore (In a rainbow robe and hat!) gave out cockroach clusters and Bertie Bott's Every Flavor Beans. The clusters weren't real roaches. And the soap flavored beans were cool.

Halloween should be a thing that lasts all week. I can't wait to tell Zach about it all.